I’m heavy with the weight of missing you.
How long will this sadness last?
There are days when you feel okay - when you feel that everything’s just right and you don’t have to do anything anymore because it seems perfectly fine.But then there are days when you feel that everything has turned into total darkness, leaving you a massive weight of pain in your chest and unwelcome thoughts that slowly fucking up your mind. And then you find yourself typing these words you cannot utter and vent it out on a public blog, hoping no one will read. But at the exact same time, it was all you’ve ever wanted for everyone to know - how you feel and how fragile you are you could break.